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Thursday, July 26, 2012

Surgery Tomorrow

No blog for today.... I'm headed to bed early because tomorrow morning I'm having my wisdom teeth taken out. Probably will be a few days before I am able to get back to writing. Would appreciate your prayers (I'm pretty scared!). Thanks!

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Less Familiar Road

We had a really bad thunderstorm yesterday during the middle of the day. The rain was pouring, flags were nearly torn off poles, and debris was scattered on the streets. Several businesses, homes and traffic lights lost power.

I was volunteering at the time when the storm hit and thought it was in my best interest to stay at the volunteer center and wait out the storm. Thankfully the downpour only lasted for maybe an hour, so I was able to head home after the winds and rain calmed down.

The route that I usually take home from there involves crossing a one-lane bridge. As I turned onto the street that would lead me to the bridge, there was a man standing next to his car parked on the side of the road. He was waving his arms, and my first thought was that something was wrong with his vehicle. Being a teenage female and one who is totally ignorant when it comes to cars, I opted not to stop and help him out, hoping that some other kind stranger would soon pull off. 

But as I slowed down and prepared to pass him, he waved his arms even more wildly and started shouting, "Woah! Stop! Don't go any further!"

Must be something pretty important, so it seemed. I rolled down my window, trusting the guy and praying I didn't just get myself into something stupid.

"Turn around," he said. "There's a tree that's fallen over the bridge, happened during the storm. You'll have to go another way."

I'm sure that man wasn't the first to encounter the roadblock, but was the only person who stuck around to warn other drivers about the dead-end.

I thanked him for what he was doing and went on my way. Home was my destination, I just had to take another path to get there.

As Christians, Heaven is our finish line. One day we will call it "home" and ourselves, "dwellers." I don't know about you, but I can't wait to get there. I mean, I can... but just the thought gets me so excited.

We have our time here on Earth to find the staircase to those golden gates. And the only way to get Home is through Jesus. Sometimes, He purposely allows trees to fall and block roads in our lives so that He can direct us elsewhere. The path we then find ourselves traveling might be longer but necessary to better know Him and reserve our spot in His kingdom. 

God has made a lot of detours in my life. There's always frustration in the fact that my fastest, easiest way home had been eliminated. But inevitably there comes a greater reward, that is the shelter He provides and the lessons He teaches as we journey along the less familiar road.

The Bible speaks a lot about God watching over us in this life:

"You guide me with Your counsel, and afterward You will take me into glory."    Psalm 73:24

"A man's heart plans his way, but the LORD directs his steps."    Proverbs 16:9

"In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."    Proverbs 3:6

You never know about strangers. They could be an angel in disguise, or they could be someone else God is using to get your attention. 

Will you pull off?

-Rachel

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

In the River

I love a good adventure. Today, my brother, sister and I went with some family friends to a nearby river. And I'm not talking some puny little creek, this was a legitimate river.

We changed into old clothes and wore water shoes, knowing we'd get dirty thanks to the inner eager explorer inside each of us.

The water was really warm and for the most part, shallow. We hopped from rock to rock, skipped stones, tried catching crawdads, and did other "play in the river" things.

I was walking upstream and my brother Matthew was ahead of me, looking down in the water at the minnows. Suddenly, there was a splash noise and immediately he lifted his head, glanced at me, and asked if I threw a rock. I heard the sound, too, and thought the same thing-- that he was playing a trick on me to scare me. I told him I didn't toss anything. I asked if he did and was trying to play dumb or joke around. He said "no," but none of us believed the other. We let it be, forgot about it, and went back to our individual ventures.

Not long thereafter, I took a step and, out of the corner of my eye, caught sight of this huge, scaly, slimy, spine-like object slither away in the water.

I screamed like a little girl and yelled something very very stupid, "EEL!!! EEL!!!! THERE ARE EELS IN THESE WATERS!!!!!"

Someone told me once, "If it looks like a duck, walks like a duck, and sounds like a duck, it probably is a duck." Well, let me tell ya. This thing looked like an eel and moved like an eel, so my first thought (obviously) was that it was, indeed, an eel. Later, after I got the attention of the rest of the group, it hit me that eels don't live in rivers (biology was never my favorite-- or best --subject). So much for that silly duck rule-of-thumb.

That thing, whatever it was, scared me so much. My body froze and was shaking for who knows how long. Now at least I knew what that sound was Matthew and I heard earlier.

Then someone looked yonder and pointed, shouting, "Look! Look!"

The puzzle finally came together. There must have been at least fifty fins flapping out of the water. Slowly, we moved closer and were able to identify what the mysterious beast was! Carp! They were swimming against the current trying to get upstream where the calm waters were. (Carp? Eel? Same thing, right? Wrong....)

My nerves, by this point, had calmed and we all stood there in the river watching in awe at the fish battle the forceful waters. They were SO big!! A few times, we got so close that we could even see their scales. It really was one of the neatest things I'd ever seen.

My friend Ally who was with us is obsessed with anything Japan-related. She informed me that the word "carp" actually comes from and is the translation of the Japanese word "koi." (You may have heard of koi fish before, whether you'e seen them at hotels or in little ponds at other attractions. The colorful variations of koi fish we know today are descendents of the common carp.)

When we left the river and made it home, I, being the nerd that I am, did some research. What I found out is pretty cool-- the word "koi" in Japanese is also a homophone for another Japanese word that means "affectionate love." This word association quickly caught on way long ago in the Japanese culture, and the koi fish are now symbolically representative of love, friendship and loyalty in various forms of art, music and literature.

By nature, the koi fish expands and contracts to the boundaries of its environment in order to fight past the currents, swimming forward and harmoniously through the waters even in suffering.

I love the picture of faith that the koi fish paints. God's Holy Spirit dwells inside of us and gives us strength to fight life's currents. As Christians, we battle constantly against worldliness but only because of His love, friendship and loyalty do we find strength to push through toward the calm waters. Even when we hurt or feel like giving up, His voice inside us says to "just keep swimming."

LOVE:  "Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot wash it away."  Song of Solomon 8:7a

FRIENDSHIP:  "No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what the master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you."    John 15:15

LOYALTY:  "But your hearts must be fully committed to the LORD our God, to live by His decrees and obey His commands, as at this time."   1 Kings 8:61


When we feel like we're being forced backward, His power kicks in. We make it to peace with Him and because of Him.

We never swim alone.

-Rachel

Monday, July 23, 2012

Star Gazing

Stars are so cool. I was taught that looking at a star is like looking into the past. The nearest stars are millions of light years away, so it takes a very very long time for their light to reach us. By the time we are able to see their shine, we may just be seeing what light is left of a burnt-out star that no longer exists.

If you've never taken time to go star gazing, do it. Lay out on the grass, sit on the roof, swing on the porch, something! Find a place where you get a good, clear shot of the sky and stare at it. Trust me, it is so worth it.

I know when I look up, I always see the brightest, biggest stars first. Usually there's only a small handful of them, and that's where my eyes immediately go. But when I look longer and harder, more and more stars appear. They are smaller and dimmer, although just as beautiful.

It really is mind blowing how many there are. A couple times I've tried to count them, but I only get frustrated when my eyes catch glimpse of another sparkle that I hadn't noticed before. Plainly, there is an infinite amount of stars in what seems to be an infinite amount of sky.

"The moon and the stars to rule over the night, for His steadfast love endures forever." Psalm 136:9

God's blessings are kind of like that, too. It's easy to notice His "bigger" stars, or blessings-- new job, sold house, new baby, getting married, pay raise, healed sickness. When good things happen to us, we are more likely and more willing to give Him praise. That's just our nature. God, in those circumstances, is the most obvious target to give glory.

But there are so many other littler stars, or blessings, God shines our way but we fail to see. I can think of a couple reasons right off the top of my head that we miss out: 1) We are too focused on the bigger stars     2) We don't look long or hard enough

When God lives inside of us, we see the world in a way we never did before. We see Him everywhere, we see His handprint on everything. Even when it comes to the simple stuff. We find ourselves lookers into His night sky, marveling at not only the big, eye-catching stars but also at the more distant, fainter ones-- a great price on an item, a warm day, the smile in a friend's face, a phone call from someone you love... those, too, are blessings from Him.

"When I look at your heavens, the work of Your fingers, the moon and the stars which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for Him." Psalm 8:3-4
 
Have you been missing any of God's blessings in your life? Have you only been focusing on the ones that appear most obvious? Take time to look longer and harder at His world around you.

Jeremiah 29:13 says "You will seek me and find me when you search for me with all your heart."

When we think of "stars," most of us envision sparkly diamonds in the sky. But let's not forget that the sun is one, too.

With that knowledge, we can take comfort in the truth that somewhere a star is shining.

Kinda like God's blessings... they're always there.

-Rachel

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Shifting Gears

In just a few weeks I head off to college. Among the long list of things still to do before I leave, one of them is learn to drive a stick shift. Dad's rules.

I am perfectly happy with my automatic, which allows me to be lazy and have an extra hand for dancing along stupidly to the radio.

Maybe because I'm a girl, but cars just don't interest me. To be honest, I can't say I was really looking forward to learning how to drive a stick because it sounded boring and too complicated. I mean, THREE pedals?!?! BUT I ONLY HAVE TWO FEET!!!!!

Dad drove me in the truck up to my empty high school parking lot. He first gave me the low-down about how the engine works, what the clutch is, when you shift gears, blah blah blah. I asked questions, tried to look as if I was interested, and reluctantly switched places into the driver's seat after he finished his lesson.

We both knew that it was going to be interesting, and I didn't disappoint.

I stalled. Again and again and again and again and again and again and... you get the point. I failed miserably at the timing of pushing on the gas pedal when the car began to "give." I was especially notorious for releasing the clutch too quickly. The car would tug, I would scream, dad would laugh, and we'd try once more.

It was frustrating. But, when I did make a smooth shift or an easy start-after-stop, I felt super proud (and of course boast with excitement only to be humiliated shortly thereafter when the car would quit once more).

I did realize that it is much easier to shift once you got going. My feet would begin to get used to the timing of when to push on or release the pedals, and slowly I improved.

Dad made me drive to a nearby ice cream shop to get some "main road" practice. I didn't think I was ready, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. I did, however, stall at a stop sign that was along the way and there unfortunately was a car behind me. Poor fellows, I kept stalling the car and they (I'm sure) were thinking, "What is this idiot doing?!" My dad eventually stuck his hand out the window and motioned for them to pass us by. I was so embarrassed and shouted out, "I'm sorry! I'm learning!" They didn't scream back any bad words or give me any fingers, which was good. They just waved, smiled, and probably drove off laughing at the fact that they witnessed a blonde teenager's epic stop-sign stick-shift failure.

Learning something new can be a challenge. In my case, I had to do more than just pay special attention to Dad's instructions-- I had to physically apply that knowledge when it was my turn to be behind the wheel.

He made it all sound so easy but I soon realized that it wasn't. Now, don't get me wrong, it did get easier as I kept practicing. But I still messed up and I still had lots of room for improvement at the end of the day.

When God teaches us new things, He often calls us to respond, or physically apply what we've learned. It could be by serving in our church, reaching out to the community, sharing the gospel with a lost friend, giving more generously with our offerings, or setting aside more time to study the Word.

In short, we learn by listening; we understand by doing. It's not always easy to respond to what all God teaches us. Doing so, we may feel awkward, afraid or embarrassed.

But God never intended for us to be "comfortable." As Christians, He calls us to step out in faith. Secondly, God doesn't want us to be scared of failure. After all, Romans says "If God is for us, who can be against us?" Finally, God asks that we not be shy about who He is. Consider this passage from Matthew 7:

Not everyone who says to Me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ And then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!’"

My dad kept reminding me that driving a stick shift is something you naturally do after a while without even having to think. Likewise, when we get past certain "faith barriers," living as a witness for God's kingdom is like second-nature.  

Learn from God by listening carefully and responding obediently. 

-Rachel

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Authors Note

Hey all!

Thank you so much for reading my blogs! I want to let you know that I will be out of town this week as I am going to church camp. I am so excited and cannot wait to spend the next five days grower closer to God! Will get back to blogging upon my return. :) 

-Rachel

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Weird

My sister informed me yesterday that anybody who showed up at Chik-Fil-A dressed like a cow would receive a free entree.

I guess it's true what they say, "love makes you do crazy things" (and I LOVE their chikin).

Now, I'm not as gutsy as my brother who, if he wasn't out of town, would have worn a body suit with plastic udders and all. But, I'm not so boring that I would miss out on an opportunity to be weird (purposefully, of course).

So, I put on a black shirt and taped on "spots," or ripped pieces of white paper, and drove to Chik-Fil-A.

Honestly, it was a bit embarrassing noticing other drivers giving you strange looks while stopped at traffic lights. But as soon as I was inside the restaurant, I felt right at home. My social discomfort quickly passed, as my outfit was one of the more milder ones. Actually, mine looked rather pathetic. There were some wearing full costumes and others had tails, hats, pinned-on ears plus anything else of the "cow sort."

We didn't judge because we were all there making ourselves look crazy for the same reason: free food. And that, in our minds, was well worth it.

Some people view us Christians as weird. Like, the things we believe, don't believe, do or don't do. But we're all in it for the same reason, and that is the reward of living for Him on this earth and then with Him one day in Heaven.

Having Jesus as our LORD makes us not "normal." Our convictions will get us some odd looks, but that's okay. Sticking out is a good thing. It means that we "do not conform to the patterns of this world" (Romans 12:2). It means we are living for something greater. It means we have hope.

And, in case you haven't noticed, today's "normal" isn't really working.

Craig Groeschel, in his book Weird, puts it like this:

The majority of people--the crowd-- is traveling the wrong path, the one that leads to destruction. They're the normal ones--intent on looking like the rest, spending money like the rest, living like the rest, keeping up with the rest. But their roads lead to a dead end. Only a few people--the weird ones unafraid to exit the normal highway--find the right road. Not many, but a small and brave group of travelers willing to separate from the crowd and embark on a different kind of journey down a less obvious path.

When you think about it at face value, Christianity does sound a little crazy: I mean, we gather on Sundays in a sacred building to worship some supernatural being who we believe spoke the entire universe into existence. We can't physically see Him, sometimes we can hear Him, but we have no doubt that He is there. And this dude named Jesus... He's the son of some greater dude named God but was born from a virgin woman named Mary. A long time ago, Jesus came to earth to die, arose again, and then flew back up into the sky to a place called Heaven that is somewhere beyond the clouds in some place "where milk and honey flow" (Exodus 3:8). With a simple prayer and a little faith, the same spirit that wakes the sun every morning can live in our hearts and work in our lives. Because of that spirit, we see and experience the entire world differently. Because of that spirit, we act differently. Because of that spirit, we believe differently. Because of that spirit, we are different. 

Yeah, I suppose it does sound crazy. But "crazy" is the only explanation for a God who is crazy in love with us. And, like we've established earlier, love makes you do crazy things.

I like what Albert Camus said, "I would rather live my life [weird] as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life [normal] as if there isn't and die to find out there is." [my addition to quote]

Going to church is the easy part because there we are not challenged with the consequences of our faith. We are surrounded by like-minded believers who share a heart for God. In other words, we find ourselves mixed in with a bunch of other crazy people just like us. The difficult part is getting to the point in your faith when you actually desire to be different. To connect the dots, you're not just comfortable looking like a cow out in public but you wake up every morning and choose to dress like one. It's about changing your perspective so that the stares or weird looks you'll get for loving God are compliments of your faith rather than denouncements of your infringing upon worldly "norms."

It doesn't take something udderly ridiculous like wearing a cow suit to stand out from the crowd. Simply living like a Christian will turn enough heads.
 
-Rachel

Thursday, July 12, 2012

The Ride

My parents took me to Disneyworld for the first time when I was three years old. I don't remember it all that much, but they sure do. One of Dad's favorite memories of me as a little girl happened there.

Goofy's "Barnstormer" was my very first roller coaster ride. It was a "mini coaster," which only meant that it was perfect in size for small children but big enough to match a young kid's spirit of adventure.

When we noticed it while walking around in the park, Dad looked down at me and asked if I wanted to ride it. The way he tells the story, I was quiet for a short while then, with a faint smile, nodded my head.

We waited in line until finally it was our turn. Dad helped me fasten my seat-belt and then wrapped his arm around me so I could hold on tight.

They pushed a button and we were off. Dad says I just sat there the entire time, silent and still, gripping his arm and closing my eyes. When the ride slowed down and came to a stop, he leaned down to see if I was okay.

It was my most famous six words: "I'm a little scared right now."

I guess that's one thing I miss about being a kid... we can be honest about the way we feel. When we're young, we are okay with not being "okay" all the time or trying to act like a "tough guy."

And somewhere in the course of life we lose that mindset. But as we grow older and face more challenges, tragedies and pain, we need to relive those moments of being honest with ourselves and with those around us who love us.

Inevitably, tough times will come. One second we're walking in the Happiest Place On Earth... and then we turn a corner only to come face to face with our own Barnstormer. Good thing there's a hand to hold along the way and a God that doesn't change what He thinks about us when we get "a little scared."

But let me back up...

Dad never would have taken me-- his daughter, one of the loves of his life-- on that roller coaster if he knew it wasn't safe. He wouldn't have asked, he wouldn't have waited in line, he wouldn't have sat me down in the seat. He wouldn't have because I meant too much to him, because he loved me too much.

Now, Dad somewhat expected me to be scared. After all, it WAS my first roller coaster.

That ride was bigger than my three-year-old self. Wayyyy bigger. Dad was more than well aware of that. But he let me ride anyway. Why? Because it didn't matter if the roller coaster was bigger than me.... what mattered was that it wasn't bigger than him. 

I think the difference between being a "little" scared and "a lot" scared was in my dad and me being on the roller coaster together. I mean, we didn't just share the same seat... we experienced the same ride. 

We can expect to have that same relationship and experience with God when life throws at us twists, turns, bumps and hills. 


I've grown some since that day in Disney. Were I to revisit the "Barnstormer," I'm sure it would feel a lot smaller than it did 15 years ago. It's a pretty cool moment when it comes; that is, when those roller coasters which once upon a time felt so huge are now only distant memories that bear a victory and not a fear.

I've had more than my fair share of even bigger roller coaster rides. Being 18, my earthly father will not always be physically right alongside me as I face changes and challenges. That's just a part of growing up. But I do know that my Heavenly Father will always be there. God doesn't promise that we can handle roller coasters on our own, but He does promise that together, we can.

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble, but take heart! I have overcome the world."    John 16:33

God knows that us being "a little scared" is worth everything that life's roller coasters can teach us. One may look too big, you may feel too small. But that's only for a little while.

Trust Him. He's not just along for the ride... He designed the track.

-Rachel

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

A Little Angel

My grandparents, who I call "Nana" and "Poppy," had five kids. My dad and his younger sister Jill shared a special bond. I've heard a lot of stories about Jill. She was really smart, so smart that her kindergarten teachers suggested she skip to the second grade. But she was more than just brains. She was fun.

My grandparents moved to a farmhouse when Dad was nine and Jill was six. There was a lot of land, which meant more space for animals. Dad had a horse named Cochise, and Jill called hers Sugar (but she probably spent more time spoiling her kitten, Carmel!). Some of my dad's greatest memories of living on the farm involve performing shows with his younger sister in the barn. They built their own stage with working spotlights, trap doors, and a curtain made from a bed-sheet. Dad recalls the friendly contest he and Kelly, the oldest sibling, would have over Jill. Sometimes, Jill was "Kelly's buddy," and other times she was "Matt's buddy." The rivalry never got too serious, but it was always a wonder who Jill was going to buddy with for the day.

Needless to say, everyone became well adjusted to the "country lifestyle." There were always things to do on the farm, but Dad found other ways to keep busy, like playing T-Ball for a summer league. 

One Monday night in July 1978, Dad's team was matched up against the Vaughn Auctioneers, their biggest opponent. It was the bottom of the fifth inning and Dad was watching the game from the bench, bored (naturally). There was an ice cream truck across the street, and Dad escaped over to the bleachers where Nana was sitting and begged her for some money. Nana urged he focus on the game and get his butt back over to the bench, lest he forfeit a chance to get out on the field. He did as she said, and Nana then gave Jill and Kelly some extra dollars to go buy a cold treat.

It wasn't long thereafter when a loud noise turned heads toward the street. A red pickup truck disappeared behind the trees, and Jill's body laid motionless there on the ground.

The world lost an angel that day but Heaven gained one. In her six short years, Jill brought joy to all those around her. She loved God and was living proof of His love for us. Her favorite Bible verse was 2 Timothy 1:7, "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, of love, and of a sound mind." My dad's last memories of her are ones full of life. The day she died, Jill chose to be "Matt's buddy." In what precious hours she shared with my dad on that July 10th, the two of them played together and laughed.

 The accident was decried by the local newspaper as "tragically avoidable," but Nana and Poppy decided not to press charges against the 26-year old man who killed their daughter. They thought making someone carry that burden was enough of a sentence, but Poppy was not content to move on without bearing witness to the power of God and His grace. It's a power that picks up where the weakness of being human falls short.

Poppy visited the man and, face-to-face, said he forgave him. Today marks 34 years that Jill has been gone, and this November she would have celebrated her 40th birthday. For my dad and his family, it could have been 34 years of bitterness, anger, hopelessness, and distance from God... But they have chosen forgiveness and experience the freedom that comes from His full restoration.

Understand that forgiveness is not forgetting or ignoring the pain, nor is it something that we wait until we feel like giving. If that was the case, our hearts would never be ready. Rather, it is a process that involves agreeing to live with consequences, releasing our right to vengeance, and depending on God for help.

You see, if we don't forgive, we are still bound by a weight to the exact same thing we're trying to get rid of. The LORD forgives us not because we deserve it but because of His grace, which supplies us with just what we need for the moment.

The Women of Faith "God's Goodness" Study Guide Series puts it like this: Mercy means not giving someone what they deserve. Grace is unmerited (unearned, undeserved) favor.

My dad has been working on writing a book about lessons he has learned from his life. With permission, I wanted to include an excerpt from the chapter about Jill:

Tragedy can destroy a family, ours was fortified. Loss can make one question their faith, we grew in ours. I would never pretend to indicate that Jill's death was a blessing; none of us would have chosen it given the option. But we weren't given the option, so the manner in which we approached our healing demonstrated where we placed our treasure. 

Maybe you've been holding onto a grudge or a memory that has hardened your heart. Is there anybody you need to forgive, maybe not for their good but for your own? I heard someone say once that doing so lets go of all hope for a better past. You can't change what is already done, but you can change your attitude.

Today, choose forgiveness. Don't wait for tomorrow because, you never know, it might not come.

-Rachel

Monday, July 9, 2012

Remember Me

My family has a reputation on our street for being "the people always with a project." Whether it's adding on, finishing the basement, building a pond, planting trees, or doing other renovations, we enjoy it because of the outcome and because the whole family participates.

Years ago we replaced the carpeting in our family room with hardwood floors. After we took out the carpet, Dad and Mom let us kids draw underneath. We outlined each others bodies, drew pictures, and wrote messages in case someone in the future were to uninstall the hardwood or, for whatever reason, look under the floor.

The room turned out great! While our doodles are now covered up by the flooring, I know that they are still there. At times, I've thought about how neat it would be to tear apart just a few boards and see again what all we drew and wrote. But on second thought, I'd prefer to leave it there and let someone else enjoy uncovering that surprise.

I suppose you could say we've left our permanent mark. As long as the house is still standing, we will always be a part of it.

With our lives, we have the opportunity to leave a legacy. This is our temporary home, but we can use our time here to paint a picture or write a message for those yet to come. You never know who is going to be living in your home-- it could be family or strangers. So, why not keep something there for them to discover?

There's no telling who, when or for what reason someone will look under the floor. The influence you can have even after you're long gone is unimaginable.

I can promise your life will be remembered. What do you want people to say after you're gone? As long as the earth is still spinning, your footprint will remain.

"For I have derived much joy and comfort from your love, my brother, because the hearts of the saints have been refreshed through you."    Philemon 1:7 

Leaving a legacy is about so much more than looking back and seeing how we've changed the world with our life. It's about looking back at all the lives we've changed and then, in turn, watching those people change the world.

-Rachel
 

Sunday, July 8, 2012

The Hot Light

Before getting to Gatlinburg, you have to pass through another very cheesy town called Pigeon Forge. Even the name is enough proof that you can't take anything there too seriously. Go Kart racing tracks, showplaces, "As Seen On TV" stores, bluegrass music and "Honk if you love Jesus" billboards crowd the main street that stretches for maybe eight traffic lights.

Just before the eighth light or so, there is a small Krispy Kreme donut shop. This particular shop has a "hot light." You see it before you can even see the building, and it usually only comes on after 9pm. Invariably, when it is on, there is a long line of cars that continues all the way out to the main road. But trust me, the wait is worth it.

The hot light has a simple message: Krispy Kreme glazed donuts are fresh, hot and ready.
It has a simple warning: You will get fat.

This next part I can't explain. Whenever we drive near the building, it's like some natural force takes over and turns Dad's steering wheel into the line of cars. No matter how hard we try to avoid it, we just can't. Oh well.

The almost-best part is when you pull around to the drive-thru window and you get to look in and watch the donuts come out on a conveyer belt just after passing underneath what I call the "glaze waterfall."

Okay, that now leaves the best part. Eating. They literally melt in your mouth. I'm convinced God eats these things for breakfast!

I've learned the hard way that my stomach has a three donut max capacity. I would eat an entire box if I could, but as I said, I know my limit. Like most donut lovers, I've had Krispy Kremes before. They are good, but nothing compared to the ones you can get when the hot light is on.

Seeing the hot light and then getting our bakers dozen of fresh, hot donuts is always something I crave and look forward to when we go to Gatlinburg. Every time, my expectations are met: taste buds satisfied + tummy stuffed = road trip complete.

Sunday mornings are like a second "hot light" for me. I can't wait for Sundays. I absolutely love going to church, and every time I walk away "fuller" than I was coming in.

I think it is true for a lot of us that we come out of church on Sunday as if we just bought a bakers dozen of delicious Krispy Kreme donuts. Our faith is fresh and we want more and more of Jesus. Sunday mornings become something we look forward to, mainly because of how good or full we feel afterward.

Hello, Monday. You eat a left-over Krispy Kreme or two for breakfast but they don't taste anything like they did yesterday. They are stale and simply not as good.

Spiritually, getting through the week is tough. Sunday's message may still be in our mind, but often our busy schedules become a distraction and a playing ground for temptations. Enough of the "Super Sunday Spirit" will usually spill into Monday and maybe even Tuesday. Come Wednesday, Thursday, Friday or Saturday, the heart can get dried up. Satan knows not to spend as much time attacking us on Sundays because our faith "hot light" is on.

The Bible talks a lot about spending time with God daily. Here are a few verses of Scripture:

Then [Jesus] said to them all: "Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me."   Luke 9:23

Give us this day our daily bread.   Matthew 6:11

Blessed are those who listen to me, watching daily at my door, waiting at my doorway. Proverbs 8:34

Turn on your "hot light" by cracking open a Bible and spending some time with God.

Your "faith buds" will love it.

-Rachel

Friday, July 6, 2012

I Do

I’ve spent most of the day in the car, as my family decided to take a long-weekend vacation to our house in Gatlinburg, Tennessee. While on the road, we drove past a billboard with a picture of a man’s face, a phone number and the tagline “DIVORCE $475.”

So easy. How sad.

With just less than five Benjamins, a phone call and two signatures, a bond God intended to be everlasting is broken.

Now, I understand that when it comes to this subject, I have no qualifications. But, I will say that I have grown up in a family that stresses the value and sanctity of marriage. Us three kids all came after my parents were married, which in itself is an accomplishment considering today’s sex-crazed society. It is also my honor to announce that my parents will celebrate their 19th wedding anniversary later this month.

They have had more than their fair share of arguments, disagreements and frustrations, but they have pushed through. They are happy and, if I do say so myself, they make two pretty amazing parents.

I know if you ask them, they will tell you that they aren’t “hot” like they used to be. Time has taken its toll on both of them (and I’m sure we’ve added a few grey hairs…). Mom has more wrinkles and Dad’s gotten fatter, but they are still crazy about each other. Now that I’m older and don’t get all creeped out when they kiss, I love watching them express their affections.

But what is even more inspiring than the fact that they’ve kept their marriage for so long is how they’ve done it. They understand that the only way they can grow closer to one another is by growing closer to God. For you visual people, I’ve drawn a diagram. :)



A quick Google search revealed that 40-50% of first marriages in America end in divorce.

Today people neglect principles of love, compromise a promise and depend on happiness for marital success.

We’ve come to the point where when the going gets tough, we quit.

I can’t write this blog without referencing 1 Corinthians 13. I know it’s on the “longer” side, but the reading is worth it:

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

I think one of the big problems is that we get so caught up in the idea that we will fall in love when we “find” the right person. I’ve heard many sermons that talk about the flaws with this philosophy. Instead, we need to focus on becoming the right person. Think about it.

Infatuation fails, love does not. A marriage will work when the love between husband and wife is rooted in God’s love. The world has misconstrued what love means, but God’s word reminds us that it is an outward expression of His inner dwelling.

Marriage is a gift from God. It is a sacred union, a holy bond and a blessing that can last forever.

Do you believe it?

“I do.”

-Rachel

Thursday, July 5, 2012

To China and Back

My younger sister, Sarah, just arrived home from a 17-day trip to China. She traveled half way around the world with 43 other delegates as part of the People to People Student Ambassador Organization.

I missed her. A lot. After her plane landed this afternoon, she spent the rest of the day showing us pictures and telling us stories of her China adventure.

It really is different there. Sarah said that Americans are treated like celebrities, and the people loved her "pale" skin and long eyelashes. She ate the same meal three times a day and rarely got a good night's rest because the beds were hard as rock.

One fun memory was when they visited the Great Wall. She and her friends came up with a contest to see who could rub the most people's bellies. (I guess it's a cultural thing, where you give someone a compliment by randomly walking up to them and rubbing their belly. Doesn't make any sense to me, but "when in China..." you know the rest.)

Of course, my competitive, stubborn sister crushed everyone else and boldly claimed 13 tummies as her victory.

She went on to share other stories: working with disabled students, spending time in an orphanage, watching Kung Fu artists, going into different shops, drinking tea, taking boat rides, riding trains, and much much more.

I'm so proud of her for going there with an open mind and anxious heart. It humbles me to hear her talk about how much more she appreciates living in America. We have it so good here. I can already tell, she is a different person. I traveled with People to People in 2006 to France, Italy and Greece. It was such a life-changing experience, so I know the incredible influence this trip had in my sister's life. She said earlier that China and the Chinese people will always have a special place in her heart.

God may not be "allowed" in that culture, so to speak, but China has a place in His heart, too. The Chinese are just as much His children as we Americans are. It blesses me to know that Christianity is slowly but surely finding its way into the Chinese culture. I'm so thankful for the brave missionaries who make the sacrifice to spread the gospel to a nation that so badly needs to hear the Good News. I sing with a lady on my church praise team whose son and daughter-in-law are missionaries to China. They are living in the States now but will be returning there in a few months, so please keep them in your prayers. They have a fairly-newborn daughter, so also pray that they remain in good health.

For Sarah and for other missionaries out there, I consider Genesis 28:15 to be a guiding verse of Scripture: "I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land."

Isn't it awesome to know that, no matter where we are, God is with us! When I wrap my mind around that, "home" doesn't feel too far.

I'm not gonna lie, sending your best friend thousands of miles away is a bit nerve racking. My prayer was that God keep her safe, show her what she needs to see, and teach her what she needs to learn. He did!!

This world is a big place, but it sure is hard to feel small when the God of the Universe-- The Creator of All Things-- lives inside me.

-雷切爾

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

A Rising Sun

Happy 236th Birthday, America! I always look forward to the Fourth of July, not just because of the fireworks, food, family and fun (which are all great!) but mainly because I love this country so so much.

My family has spent most of our Independence Days in Gatlinburg, Tennessee, where the first parade in the nation takes place right at midnight! The downtown street is lined with people, and just before the parade starts, it's tradition to throw money out in the street for the kids. This was my favorite part. One time I came home with 8 dollars!

After spending so many holidays down there, you develop a strategy to collect as much as you can. Like paying careful attention to the grown ups' every movement. If they reach for their purse or pocket, chances are they're grabbing loose change to chuck in the street at just the right moment. Another trick... listening rather than looking. The smaller, less-valuable coins (i.e. the greatly hated pennies) make a lighter noise when they hit the concrete. Also, dollar bills are rare. But you can't be afraid to run into some shoulders chasing after Mr. Washington. It sounds kinda violent, but I promise, it's good, clean, competitive fun.

I played the "I'm a kid" card wayyy longer than I probably should have. Hey, free money...Why wouldn't I?! But now that I've unofficially graduated from the street, I get to enjoy what it's like on the sidewalk. Throwing the coins is great, although the looks on the kids' faces are priceless.

It's memories like these that are just a small part of why I love being an American. There's something special about it-- something you just can't find anywhere else in the entire world. We really are beyond blessed. I thank God everyday for my country and my freedom. But I know that the United States didn't come to be without a great cost. On the way home from lunch today, I saw a bumper sticker today that said "Land of the Free because of the Brave." A mere 'thank you' seems so insignificant in light of the sacrifice men and women make so we can live in happiness, worship as we please, pursue the American dream, and be free people.

If you study the Founding Fathers, it is more than evident that, in their writing the Constitution, they believed that a spirit of freedom was intimately united with a spirit of religion.

In short, liberty is not without divine providence.

2 Corinthians 3:17 says it best: "Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty."

Today is about something so much greater than politics. It is about remembering where we came from to get to where we are. Now, don't get me wrong. I worry about our future as a nation. The headlines and some of the actions of our leaders are, at times, despairing and scary. I love my country so so much and I want to do everything I can to give my children and future generations the best life possible. But I have to remember that, no matter what happens, God is still on His thrown. He is our only hope, and we must, as a nation and as a people, turn back to Him lest we face His judgement.

At Sunday's church service, our pastor shared a quote from Ben Franklin: “The longer I live, the more convincing proofs I see of this truth, that God governs in the affairs of men. And if a sparrow cannot fall to the ground without His notice, is it probable that an empire can rise without His aid?”

Please remember to pray for America. Pray for our leaders; that they have wisdom to make the right decisions, integrity to uphold their convictions, and faith to trust God's provision.

To close, I'd like to share one of my most favorite moments in history.

It is recorded that on the final day of the 1787 Federal Convention, while the last members were signing the Constitution, Dr. Franklin marveled at a picture of the sun on the back of the President's chair. He then observed to a few members near him that it was a challenge for painters to distinguish in their art a rising from a setting sun. After the 39th name was signed, Franklin famously remarked, "Now, at length, I have the happiness to know that it is a rising and not a setting Sun."

This Independence Day, celebrate our nation's history. May God bless you and yours, and may God forever bless America.

-Rachel

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Save the Bunnies

You'd think we lived in a barn considering our animal history. We've always had a dog, and one time we had a cat, Elvis. Unfortunately, he had a pee problem. When we accepted the truth that either the leather sofa or the cat had to go, let's just say poor Elvis found himself lonesome that night in the local animal shelter. There's also been rats, fish, turtles, hamsters, and rabbits that have found a place in our lives.

Once upon a time I had two cute little grey bunnies. I wish I could remember their names, but I can't. Must be because I re-named them maybe a gazillion times.

I was gone at school one day when the painters came to spray the walls in our family room. The bunnies were living inside at the time. My mom (in her good, honest intentions) decided it would be best to set the cage outside on the front porch so the bunnies wouldn't become intoxicated from the paint fumes. I guess she didn't consider the fact that it was one of the hottest days of the year.

I would imagine I had a fun day at school and got off the bus in great spirits. But that all quickly changed when I took one look inside the cage and saw two, lifeless grey fur-balls. My bunnies were dead. I screamed and fought back the tears burning behind my eyes.

"MOMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

She, too, was shocked. She tried to explain, but it didn't matter. The only thought my distraught mind could process was that she killed them. Accident or not, they bit the dust and weren't coming back.

We buried them underneath the apple tree, where our other lost animal friends now rest in peace. I never forgot about my bunnies or their unfortunate end, but in time I was able to forgive my mom.

Now I'm older and laugh about the irony of her killing my bunnies as a result of trying to save them.

In sort of the same way, it breaks my heart to think about how many people unintentionally miss out on Heaven as a result of trying to live a good life and be saved from Hell.

Hell is real, my friend. It is where we all are headed and where we deserve to be because of our sinful nature. I honestly think that no one would genuinely want to go to Hell, but I do think that too many of us believe we can escape Satan's eternal company by doing things we should do and avoiding things we shouldn't do.

That's just not how it works. Being a good person or having good intentions doesn't get us a "get out of Hell free-card." The only way to really be saved is by God's salvation. We can't save ourselves, God knows that. So He gave us a Savior.

Ephesians 2:8-9 says it best: "For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast."

There's nothing wrong with being a good person, but are you living for the dot or for the line? The dot being our temporal time on Earth, the line being life everlasting with Jesus in Heaven. What have you got to lose? Without Christ, it's everything. With Christ, it's nothing. What have you got to gain? Without Christ, it's nothing. With Christ, it's everything.


Maybe you grew up in church or maybe you just show up for Easter and Christmas. Maybe you were baptized as a child or had your first communion. Maybe you wear a cross necklace or a WWJD bracelet. Those are fine, but going to church, doing church things, or wearing Jesus stuff has no meaning at all if you haven't prayed the prayer inviting Jesus into your heart. And yes, I mean an actual prayer that you say out-loud with your eyes closed. You can't just "naturally" become a Christian. Sorry if I'm bursting your bubble, but you just can't.

Don't put yourself on the porch thinking you'll save yourself because you are avoiding toxic fumes. You'll end up a dead bunny. There's only one hope for the future and only one path to safety... that is through Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

Think about it for a moment and search your heart. Have you given Jesus the invitation to save your soul? Are you really a Christian?

If not, consider joining the family. I promise it will change your life forever. If you'd like or feel led to do so, you can pray the sinner's prayer to receive God's free gift of salvation:

Dear Lord, I know that I'm a sinner in need a Savior. I believe in Your Son, Jesus Christ, who died for me and my sins on the cross. It is because of that sacrifice that I have hope. I desire to live a good life because of the eternal reward You have for me in Heaven. Please come into my heart. Thank you for the gift of your salvation. Amen.

If you have already prayed that prayer some time ago, I look forward to celebrating with you in Heaven. If you just prayed those words, get ready for the most amazing ride. If you feel that for whatever reason you can't right now accept God's gift, I will be praying for you. I hope you will. Like I said, you've got nothing to lose and everything to gain.

That is a pretty sweet deal.

-Rachel


Monday, July 2, 2012

Because

I was driving home listening to the radio when Tina Turner's song, "What's Love Got To Do With It" came on. Being in the car by myself, I probably sang along louder than I should have. Not only that, but I'm sure I also gave other drivers a good laugh with my goofy, pathetic dance moves.

"WOAH-OH-OH, What's love got to do with it? Got to do with it... Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken?" 

I guess considering the love-sick, sex-driven, heart-aching, instant-gratification world we live in, it's a legitimate question.

But to God and in His world, love has everything to do with it.

John 3:16, arguably the most popular referred-to verse in the Bible begins by saying, "For God so LOVED the world THAT..."

Love was the reason, and love was the answer-- the reason God sent His son to die a most painful death, and the answer to Satan's attempt to destroy the world with sin.

I cannot even begin to grasp how wide and how deep His love is for me. Within it is everything I could ever hope for, and because of it I have all I'll ever need.

It is so simple, but something so complex I cannot understand. It is multidimensional and yet constant; He is more than worthy of my heart, but I am less than deserving of His.

In the sixth grade, my teacher told me a story that I, to this day, remember. I'm not sure if the story was true, but nevertheless it had a strong message. It goes something like this:

There was a professor who, on the very first day of class, give his students an exam. He told them to take out a sheet of paper and prepare to respond to a question he then wrote on the chalkboard: "Why?" He gave no further instruction and answered no further questions. Students had until class was finished to turn in their paper. They were confused and hastily wrote down as much as they could and whatever they could that, in their opinion, effectively addressed the question. The science-minded in the room gave explanations to natural phenomena. The mathematics-minded verified formulas by writing out proofs. The humanities-minded suggested reasons for basic human behavior. The philosophy-minded offered existential rationales on the purpose of life. But one student turned his paper in within five minutes of being given the assignment. As the boy went to sit back down, the professor, curious, turned over the paper to see what was written. What he saw was just one, short sentence: "Because." The professor smiled.

God loves us. Why? Because. God sent His son to die for us. Why? Because He loves us.

Instead of trying to over-think His love, we need to just let ourselves be loved. We need to accept the simple "because" answer, because there is no rational explanation for his irrational love.

“And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.”    1 John 4:16

Love has everything to do with it. 

-Rachel

Sunday, July 1, 2012

(never) Losing Power


It's a hot summer. Very hot. The temperature these last four days has been over 100 degrees, and forecasts show nothing but 90's and more sun headed our way. Earlier this week, I babysat three kids who live in my neighborhood. Needless to say I was more than relieved when they asked first thing I walked through the door, “Can we go swimming?”

We spent nearly 4 hours at the pool in my backyard, splashing each other under the bright sun and, most importantly, staying cool. At 4:30, we got out and went back to their house for a late afternoon snack. The two older siblings changed into normal, dry clothes right away but the youngest, Kiera, waited until she finished her bag of Dorito’s.

I must not have noticed the sky getting darker outside and the trees bending from the strong winds. Their built-in weather-alert system alarm went off, and an automated voice interrupted the "Phineas and Ferb" episode on TV.

“We are under a severe thunderstorm warning.”

As if on cue, the lights flickered and we lost power. I heard Kiera scream from upstairs and I immediately rushed to her bedroom. She was standing there holding a flashlight underneath her chin. The entire room was dark, except for her lit-up, wide-eyed face.

“I’m shaking I’m so scared!,” she said. After I helped her get changed, I told her we were going to take shelter in the basement. She then pointed the flashlight to her bed and hurriedly spoke, “Wait! My stuffed animals!”

The seven of us stayed downstairs, and by that I mean myself, Kiera, James, Shannon, Mr. Frog, Mr. Bear and Miss Pony. We had flashlights and the comfort of each other. That was just enough.

The power was out, the skies were dark, the wind was strong, the rain was loud… and to a kid (or anybody, for that matter!), it was scary. Eventually, the storm did pass, along with our fear.

As humans, we will always face storms. But as Christians,we never have to worry about losing the Light, because He lives inside of us.

Everyday,  we walk in the light of His presence, as the Psalmist writes (89:15). With Him, there is no darkness. That's a pretty amazing thought!

I love what is said in Isaiah 60:19:
“The sun will no more be your light by day, nor will the brightness of the moon shine on you, for the LORD will be your everlasting light, and your God will be your glory.”

God’s light is a forever-burning flame. Every time we glance at the fiery sun or the brilliance of the moon, we are looking at the Light of the World.

C.S. Lewis, among his many other talents, was a man who sought after the heart of God. At age 15, Lewis became an atheist after growing up in a Christian home. It was not until studying English at the University of Oxford when Lewis slowly began to re-embrace Christianity. He went on to become one of the greatest intellectual giants of the 20th century and arguably one of the greatest Christian influences of all time.

He once famously said,  “I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen; not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.” 

How true! With God lighting and leading the way, we not only see the world more clearly... we see it differently.

As much as Kiera loved her stuffed animals, so are we even more precious to God. When the storms inevitably come, we are the first thing He thinks to protect, save, hold onto, and promise  everything's gonna be okay.

God’s eternal light shines within our hearts, and no storm can ever put out His power. 

-Rachel